I WAS ATTRACTING ALL THE WRONG MEN, DRINKING TOO MUCH AND COMPLETELY DISCONNECTED WITH MY TRUTH.
I made really good excuses, and justifications, for why I didn’t need to show up fully, and be all of who I am, and was playing it safe in every area of my life. I’d lost my mojo entirely.
Over the years I had been told my personality was too big and that if I didn’t dim it down, I would never meet Mr. Right to settle down and have a beautiful family. I bought into it.
I traded in my bright light for a dim one to not stand out too much.